Majlis Solat hajat , yasin dan tahlil

‎الحمدالله selasa 4.9.2018

 selesai dahhhh...

Siapalah saya tanpa mereka ini.. sahabat jannah saya ان شاء الله

Ada yg baru berkenalan baru 5-6 tahun tp rapatnya macam adek beradek. Bagi saya yg tak punya saudara mara dekat di Kerteh ni, pada merekalah tempat saya menumpang kasih! ‎الحمدالله Allah temukan dengan mereka. Terimakaseh juga pada Elly Salman yg mula2 tarik saya join usrah lepas saya berhenti kerja..

Tq ustadzah Noriah Yusof utk tazkirah yg selalu berkesan di hati.

Tq Hidayah Ida, ju Zuhailah Ibrahim dan sis Sherry kerana nak join buat majlis ini.

Tq Zara Aisya goreng mee sedap. Tq Sheda dan Fini  dan Fara hadirkan diri. Tq kak KJ hadir walaupun tudung merah! Hehe

Tq chef Hanieliza Kamarudin bawa puding sagu koktel. Nadhirah Nazarudin makan berulang2.

Tq semua kerana menjayakan majlis..tq lala, zita, sazlina, zalina , liya dan tq semua yg dtg tadi

buat sahabat tersayang

sebelum acara solat hajat

tersenyum simpul cik sha kita

bacaan yaasiin

ada orang ingat i muuudaaaa dari dia. bestnya!

look at the food....murah betuk rezeki

lagi kueh mueh

   bergambar beramai2 -  a must do everytime we meet!

lauk makan tengahari. ada daging masak itam, ayam masak lemak cili padi, terung berladi, ikan kering, ayam goreng, ikan goreng...macam2 ada

lagi gambar beramai2

sila2 makan

Alhamdulillah kerana sudi meraikan majlis ini! Semoga diberkati dan dirahmati Allah!

Abah's will

Assalamualaikum

It has been months since i last wrote . The urge to write fades away as days go by. I am quite busy nowadays.

After staying in KL for  more then  a week after Abah’s passing, we finaally went home to Kerteh. At the first, Dhirah, Hakim and bibik went back to kerteh on the following wednesday.  Hakim missed 4 days of school as i did not want the house to be too quite. Busu and his family left for JB on tuesday. Alang and her kids went home on Wednesday too if i am not mistaken. ‎الحمدالله mak looked calmed but only Allah knows how heavy her heart must have been. She must have been missed Abah so much.54 years of unconditional love between the 2 lovebirds!

‎الحمدالله on that Thursday, Alang and i made a trip to the cemetery to discuss on the making of abah’s grave. To make it neat and nice. I know it doesn’t matter anymore on how the grave looks like. Our prayers and doas are more important... it was very  hard for all of to accept that abah is now in another world.
Mak is now staying with us. It has been more than a month now.

We actually went back to KL for Mak’s checkup. ‎الحمدالله her back is ok. The doctor said it is ok for he to not use the back braces anymore. In fact he was surprised that Mak is still
using the braces as it has been more than  a year since she hurt her back.

Alang picked us up for some thosei that morning . After breakfast we headed to Kamdar as i need to get some materials for my works. It was too early. The shop was still closed , so i decided to stop over at Amy’s shop. The kain pasang wete so so cantek. Could not hold my self to not buy .. so i decided to buy and sell ! Alhamdulillah managed to sell about 15 pieces!


The day i wrote the above was more than a week ago. Had to see the Pesuruhjaya Sumpah to get the affidavit to signed to release the Wasi to my littlest btother  Busu to take over the duty of being the person to carry out the will etc. Alhamdulillah it was done now.  Hopefully all will be over soon InsyaAllah.


Semoga kubur Abah menjadi taman2 syurga buat mu wahai Abah yang sangat kukasihi dan kurindui

selamat jalan abah tercinta

Assalamualaikum 

Abah passed away at 4:12pm 22jun 2018 in rm 16, icu ppum.

All of us were there when he went away. Apparently he was waiting for Hafiz , my littlest brother and hos family to arrive. 

May Allah bless Abah’s soul.. we miss you terribly abah...😭😭😭😭😭.  

The first man i fell in love with is now gone forever.. gone to be with his Creator.. gone to be in a better place In sha ALLAH .. 

He was smiling last night when I kissed his face for the last time, after he was bathe and ‘kafan’.  He looked so happy.. the smile never left his face. He looked so very calm...Alhamdulillah 

Abah thank you for being the best Abah in the whole world.

We will definitely miss your jokes, your cheerfulness , your advises, your hugs and everything about you Abah.

You will always be in our prayers..

May Allah grant you with Jannahtul Firdaus.. Aamin..

I miss you already Bah...

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Rabu...

Kisah 1:

Masa siap2 nak gi kelas tadi terfikir.. nak singgah kedai yg jual bahan kueh lah.. mana tau kot2 ada jual isi tart..balik klas bolehlah buat tarts

Eh tiba2 ada masuk mesej..

kak ada mana?

Ada kat rumah ni..

Ok.. jap lagi saya hantar tart.

Sebenarnya malam tadi wa dia tanya ada tarts tak.. dpt dlm 5-6 bj tart malaysian style sedapnya!!! Tp dah kol 10 lebih kot takkan nak gi amek.. besok je lah jawabnya...

Rupanya rezki kita mmg tak terjangkau dek pikiran... rupanya Allah dah masukkan dalam hati seorang adek ni biar teringat utk nak buatkan kakak dia tarts! Bila tanya berapa.. dia kata saya beri je! Allahuakbar.. rezki buat saya! Alhamdulillah ‘

Tq Allah! Tq cik adek kereta merah hantar pagi2 tadi..

Jasamu akan ku kenang. Semoga Allah jua yg membalasnya.. Aamin

Kisah 2:
Semalam dah betulkan pintu rumah..

Hari ini mr. K tolong tengokkan tiang kat bilik jahit. Memang kat 3 tiang ni banyak sangat macam pasir sampai berbusut. Aritu dah bersihkan bilik .. tp lepas balik raya bilik bau hancing lagi.. Ingatkan tahi cicak lagi. Rupanya tadi mr. K kata tahi kelawar yg duduk dlm tiang. Gelinya. Dia spray baigon dlm tiang tu, maka berbunyi2 lah dalam tu. Selama ni dok fikir ingatkan cicak tokek ..sorry cicak kami misinterpret ..

Tadi mr.K bersihkan lagi. Ada kena makan anai2 teruk sangat. Masa upah tukang lain about 10 tahun lepas katanya cengal.. tp ternyata tidak. Daun tingkap pun ada yg dah reput.. macamana lah ek. Rasanya macam dia campur atau org yg jual pada dia campur kan kayu.. entahlah..

Bila kawan datang tengok2 nak betul sana sini, dia tanya.. nak jual rumah ke? Huhu... camana nak jawab??

Sayangnya kat rumah dan suasana sini, tp kalau dah semuanya di KL nanti... camana??

Biarlah dulu.. tak nak pikir banyak2...

6 syawal - hari ke 5 abah di icu ppum

Assalamualaikum

Semalam hari ke 5, Abah warded di PPUM. Nampak semalam abah drowsy je tapi better dari hari ke4. Ibujari kaki abah pun nampak healing and much better. Meteka letajkan lampu utk keringkan kaki abah. Tapi Abah masih lemah.

Pagi semalam kak Ana wa kata nak visit abah. Akhirnya dpt juga beti kak ana sejadah dari mekah yg dah disimpan sekian lama..

Alhamdulillah lamanya tak jumpa kak
Ana Yunos.. semalam kak ana dan suami Khalid Kamarol Baharin datang ke ppum nak visit Abah. Mmg abah kenal mereka sebab mereka antara yg paling rapat dengan saya masa belajar dulu. Terimakasih kerana memberi moral support kepada keluarga kami.

Alhamdulillah Abah masih ingat dan kenal mereka.

Semalam abah banyak lelap mata.. macam drowsy je. Sempat juga abah sedut 2-3 kali air zam zam . Semoga Abah semakin sembuh.. Aamin

Salam Aidil Fitri

Assalamualaikum

Tiba2 hari raya ke 2, kami semua sudah sampai di KL.

Memang tak di duga diplan bahawa kami akan berada di JB cuma 1 hari sahaja. Patut pun maklang prepare baju raya - jubah utk yg perempuan cuma sehelai seorang je. Hakim dan paklang juga cuma sepasang baju melayu je ( buat 2 set sebab 1 utk raya haji ان شاء الله ). Rupanya betullah sebab berada di JB utk Aidilfitri mmg cuma sehari.

Sedih semalam, selesai maklang solat hari raya di rumah, angah bisik kat maklang. Mak.. Alang kata maybe kaki atok tu kena potong! Adoii.. macam kena tikam je kat hati maklang. Terdiam sejenak.. apa nak kata??

Ramadhan terakhir masa nak layan atok makan, nak angkat dia utk duduk, ternampak ibujari kaki dia hitam kat bahagian kuku. 

Tanya kat Busu, kenapa kaki abah ni? 

Mak jawab.. kuku dia tercabut.

Macamana boleh tercabut mak? 

Entahlah.. dia tercabut je.. tp nampak elok je tak ada apa2.. ok dah tu..

Tiba2 pagi semalam 1, 1 syawal, alang kata tak boleh biarkan.. kena cepat bawak ke hospital, takut merebak nnt.

Maklang kata.. klong serah semua pada awak. Awak Dr., awak lebih tahu.

So, Alang decided to bawak atok ke PPUM. Alhamdulillah tiba PPUM tadi around 4 pm kot. Dr dah cek dan kata mmg kena buang toe atok tu. BP atok pulak rendah, jadi tak boleh lagi buat sebab anesthetic kata kena tgk BP dia. Sekarang kami cuma berdoa je semoga semuanya dipermudahkan .

28 ramadhan

Assalamualaikum

Inn sya Allah malam ni trip no 2, abah, along and maya sampai..

Malam ni berbuka dah plan nak masak apa. Semalam berebut2 budak2 makan. Terkulat2 pun ada sebab makanan macam tak cukup. Tau jelah bila dah ramai.

Sebenarnya bawak ikan parang/ tenggiri masak asam je. Pastu bibik goreng telor dadar dan masak kobis masak lemak.

Busu beli 4 bungkus nasi ambeng, 1 bungkus laksa johor, 1 bungkus meehoon dan ada sikit air2. Bila tengok berebut2 semalam, maklong kata hari ini kita berbuka nasi ambeng homemade lah..manyak kilija huhu..

Kalau abah dah sampai kan best, ada runner ke pasar, pagi2 dah tanya nak beli apa. Arini nampaknya busu lah kena pergi belikan..

Kalau dok kerteh senang je, maklumlah dah biasa kat sana.. tau kt mana nak cari barang. Kat sini patah kaki sikit..

Mak bnyk keje pagi ni. Jap lagi macam
kena siapkan jahit manik kat lengan baju anak2. Then baru boleh ke dapur..

Semoga apa yg nak dibuat dlm bulan ramadhan dpt diselesaikan..

2 hari lagi nak raya.. ان شاء الله

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